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Originally Posted by Lackadaisical.me
What Happen:
[ I met a beautiful woman who happen to be highly intelligent, caring, and basically perfect in so many ways that she got me thinking that she was too good for me. Which is normal... I think.
Which I guess sent me down a rabbit hole....I started defining all her faults in order to heal my ego from believing I wasn't good enough.
I don't remember saying anything to her, except for our introductions and the regular get-to-know-you-chit-chat...but I know I said something terrible because the red wine she was drinking will not come out of my dress shirt.]
I have had moments that I don't remember but nothing like this. Usually I zone out and nothing happens. Im Not sure what happen to me.
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Im sorry but we can not tell you what happened on your date. only you and this person you were on the date can tell you that,
what I can tell you is that this happened to me too and my own treatment providers told me with in me it was a completely normal reaction to a combo of things....anxiety/stress and dating, not enough sleep,mixed with alcohol can cause memory problems in me.
my suggestion if this continues to bother you contact a medical doctor or mental health treatment provider, they can give you a diagnosis of what happened and help you so that this doesnt happen again.