Three years ago, my fiance died of an overdose and five days later my best friend died of cancer. I was forced to move back to Mo. after living 30 yrs. in Ga. I have one high school friend. I don't talk to her about my illnesses. I am keeping that only friendship I have left illness free. She knows, but I don't burden her when I feel bad. Luckily or unluckily she lives about 45 mins away so I can act cheerful when we speak on the phone as we do most mornings. I can't find a therapist that takes medicaid for adults so I truly have nobody to talk to either. Glad I stumbled across this place. Thanks for listening.