THANKS for your support. Am not into any sort of therapy. I have difficulty trusting others. One of my abuser was a counselor. He molested me after hearing my stories. Dont want to make another mistake. I dont think anyone truely cares. Also am still dependant on my parents for money. Cant go for therapy. I dont hope for a better future. I just want to get this pain out of my chest. All i could think about is dying. There is no one to listen & understand. Cant tell anyone