Let me get this straight...


You've never managed to stay safe and cope in healthy ways on your meds, but you're attempting to try and and cope off them?


I'm sorry but this makes absolutely no sense to me.


I mean I know what it is to go sans meds, and even for me it gets pretty bloody hard, and I'm not the one who forgets English, suffers from severe paranoia, and has to deal with wanting to kill my husband / family.


I would strongly rethink this plan of yours.


Think with your mother hat, not with your personal hat.


Do what's best for Miguel