hi Doonney,
I'm so glad you're starting on the journey of recovery. I'm in a support group too.

it really sucks when there isn't anyone to tell, doesn't it? I was abused by an older brother after our parents died...I knew if I told I'd have to move to another home and he'd come with me each time, no win situation.

no advice, but just a comment, after some therapy, I found a support group really helpful.