Hi Thunder,
Thank you for responding. I didn't think anyone would.

I am feeling less numb today. I've just been reading and reading and trying to understand narcissism and why I feel the way I feel.

I learned today that his medical issues were superficial and he successfully got to me again. So I feel kind of like a dope.

I have to cut off all contact including phone, facebook, and email. Easier said than done. So I'll be working on that.

Cheers xxx