Thank you! I'lI ask about valium and see what he suggests. I know I need something because on a scale from 1-10 mornings push very close to a 10.
I fantasize of the day I wake up, sun is shining, and I feel great! Haha yeah right!! I'd be fine with just being able to get up and be a zombie for the next few hours. Zombie is better than a raging lunatic.