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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
I've been doing casual reading/studying of alter types and came up on a reading that said that there is an alter that denies DID in a system.
I have one of those. It came out last night and angrily and surely said we're just making this up and we were faking on the website and ourselves and that we aren't living in this fantasy world anymore and that we are getting it together and were not wasting anymore time on this b.s. Then he proceeded to delete all the apps and websites. He was so forceful and strong we were all locked up. Everyone quit talking, so he used that to show that there really isn't anyone else here. He was pretty damn convincing!
It was scary, and we thought he was taking total control and we were locked down for God knows how long. We got out after he went to sleep last night. I don't think we'll be seeing him anytime soon. We got a jail in here too!
Have y'all experienced anything like that before?
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with me I didnt have any alters that denied the DID. in my alters minds to deny the disorder would have been denying their own existence. menaing if rainy denied having DID she would be denying that she herself existed, that she was not there at all. with me it was actually the other way around I (amanda the body person diagnosed with DID) was the one that was trying to deny having DID during my very short denial phase. my alters knew who they were, what their jobs, purposes and reasons for being was so to deny having DID would be denying their own existence in their minds.