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only place where I can say these things without being afraid of being thrown in a hospital bed

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Oh I know that part all too well.
I did go off my meds in January and I thought I was doing pretty well......that is until the EMT's and sheriff's showed up at my T's office and escorted me to the emergency room. After 3 days and a lecture on how abruptly stopping my meds could have caused seizures they finally let me go.

One of the days I'm going to learn not to open my big mouth. But since I'm older than dirt and it hasn't worked yet.....well

I don't mind at all if you vent......sometimes is just feels better to post it here.

Hope you are feeling at least a little better after letting go.