Had a session with my psychiatrist on Wednesday. Talked about some good things...stuff I more or less knew but never really addressed.

I wasn't particularly happy to learn about the possibility of Borderline Personality Disorder. Truth be told, there seems to be so much wrong with my head, yet I'm still doing reasonably well in life. Well, externally...internally, I feel like the surface of the moon.

I have a physical health issue or two. Doesn't really help matters. I'm fond of movie quotes so I caught myself one day looking in the mirror and just asking, "Why won't you die?" Then I went to work.

Before continuing, just want to put it out there that I'm fine at the moment. Not going to do anything or thinking anything really bad..other than how much I'm dreading karaoke later tonight.

When you're being hit from all angles, just how do you even begin to find relief or a respite? How do you cope? There's got to be other stuff out there that I've not tried. I just don't know what they are.