Welcome to Psych Central (PC) Oblivi0n. Sorry to hear you have been suffering from anxiety about relationships but glad to hear you are came to PC. Some people at PC will find a therapist will also help them sort out the roots of their life.
Getting sleep may be the single one thing that keeps me in balance. If you are not sleeping or having bad side affects, contact your doctor or psychiatrist and tell him what is happening so you can make adjustments.
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