I was too vague people not strangers, only people I trust. Sorry. I the only people who know are the people who I was going to date and certain friends I know along time who asked about it. Rather I don't say it as a huge deal nor bring it up much at all period. I just get tired of those friends trying to force me like something that isn't normal to me and gives me more anxiety than anything. I can commit to I've person, I just need sexual compatibility, the last people I dated and had sex with were very uncomfortable and closeting feelings especially of sex it felt rather depressing than relieving over time. I don't want it all the time, rather have someone open enough who is respectful of my boundaries and me with there's as expected, but someone who wont compress me to be something I'm not comfortable being the one forced or they are from me. I don't do force others, its always been the other way around. I don't like that period. They use euphemisms' to say it's "reality" you aren't normal and no one will want you like this.

Sorry had to clarify my bad for not mentioning.