You've never managed to stay safe and cope in healthy ways on your meds I have managed it safely a number of times. I plan to continue managing with the help of my therapist and family.

Everyone is well aware of my worst symptoms ( which doesn't sound bp related) I am doing the best for myself and miguel.

Pdoc has yet to called me back yet and I will continue to work with him and t. I wasn't asking to be rescued or make others feel I'm in crisis because I'm not. I posted to know what to expect when meds weren't available. Crisis look a lot different.

I will be as safe as possible.