My manias are really fun at first, but after a couple of weeks or more of not sleeping and constantly needing to do stuff, create stuff, talk to people all the time about everything, the impulsive shopping, the reckless behaviour, it all starts to feel extremely draining, or like it SHOULD be draining except I have so much energy and I feel it spiral out of control but I can't stop it for the life of me. It's like I can feel myself burning out. Then the psychosis hits.