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I'm sorry you are feeling like this...although I undertsand it completely. Just remember, what goes around comes around. You don't have to do anything to him that fate won't take over and do to him sometime down the road. Know in your heart that you can move past this and he will get his one way or another by some other force. Holding onto your anger and pain will eat you up inside hon. Don't let HIM have that control over you!
*Gentle Hugs*
Jean