Got my 6 hours last night, 8 in fact, but it took a G&T before bed to do it. Tonight I'm hoping that sleep will find me naturally.

Today I have been busy but miserable. Every time I took a break from my jobs, depression was waiting for me. I am so tired of being like this, I am so fed up with knowing there is nothing much on offer to lift me out of this. I just have to hope to get better. If I got worse then my pdoc might be a bit more proactive in looking for suitable meds or in offering other treatments. But where I am now, I am stuck, not bad enough or good enough, just horribly depressed.