Are you getting any current treatment for your severe depression, (((((Mary Alice)))))); I know you may not want to, but it's really important that you seek out some treatment, so that you can regain your non-depressed objectivity = tis depressed thinking that causes everything to seem as if it's hopeless. Keeping you in thought & prayer!

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT :-)</font color=blue>