Today is my sons 10th birthday, and like the last 8 years worth of birthdays, I will not get to see him today, or any time soon, you would think that I would be used to this by now, believe me when I say I am not, I have just found many different ways to try and block it out, myself personally, I don’t celebrate my birthday, or xmas, or any other holidays, it is no fun when you don’t have someone to share them with, it is fathers day soon and I have to prepare myself to be able to get threw that also

Anyway back into my forever expanding bubble of denial I go………………..