I've been on the internet far too often in my life, and this new wave of "feminism" honestly has me scared of dating women. I have this want in my "heart" so to speak, even though I'm very aware the heart can't actually feel emotions, to be with someone and to be a faithful and loving husband and father some day. At 31 years old, not a job to be found where I live, and being quite overweight I'm nowhere near dating material and likely will have others thinking badly of me than thinking I have even the slightest dating potential.

I'm a beta male and, honestly don't know if it's "bad" to be a beta but it is very lonely and depressing in my specific little "world".

I really hate to say this because it's so crude but I feel like in general(painting with a broad brush) women really only marry in order to secure the husbands funds and leave when she's bored of them. I don't have enough female friends in real life(none at all actually) to prove that generalization wrong.

I apologize to the women who aren't like this, and I am sorry for generalizing, it's just I really don't know what people are like at all. Always been very introverted and now in the "adult world"(should have been here sooner) I'm unsure of what to do next and how to cope with either looking for a relationship or being alone for the rest of my life.

Not sure if anyone can even reply to this nonsense, but it would be nice.

Loads of quotes, "yay".