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Hi, I am an addict. My drugs of choice were/are marijuana (Last used: 3/28/15), alcohol (Last used: 1/25/15), pain killers (LU: (1/25/15), and cigarettes (LU: 1/25/15). I am in an outpatient treatment program, but they don't help with how you feel or what you're going through. I self medicate my demons into temporary prisons. They are breaking out. I don't sleep well, I don't eat or drink hardly, and I am not the type to want help, but due to recent circumstances, I'm considering a mental hospital. Even though I have good days, I am scared of the next bad day. Should I seek immediate help, or wait..? I am terrified to seek help as well.
Sanity score: 162.
Give me your opinions.
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