I have to say that I disagree with your over-generalization of women's desires. Some women may be like that indeed, but they are in the minority.

It is hard to be lonely. Whether male or female, regardless of sexual preferance, we (human beings) need other people to play some type of roles in our lives.

In my experience, I know that I have a very difficult time with romantic relationships until I finally fix myself. Otherwise, I'm only going to get hurt again while I somehow hurt, confuse, and frustrate the man in the process.

Just want you to know that you aren't alone emotionally. A lot of people here (and throughout the world!) are also struggling with their loneliness.