I do other things. But I do get lonely at times. It's no fun and quite depressing when almost no one seems to care about you enough to call you just to see how you're doing. I"m OK with going out by myself usually, but not all the damn time. I don't get how selfish horrible people can have so many friends, while I struggle to make friends most of the time!

I don't get what I'm doing wrong! I don't think that I'm weird or that I say or do anything inappropriate most of the time, so I'd think that I'd have more friends by now. Sometimes I feel like giving up on even trying to meet anyone anymore. This constant rejection is eating away at my self esteem.