What an open relationship you have with your T. To be able to tell him......"..There's so much more.....even what I just said doesn't touch that emotion...." And then proceed to get even more out- wow!! I believe when you're sitting at the office and the right here & now enters in, free associating with how the two of you are RIGHT THERE, that's ACTIVE therapy, gets you right in there. You write so well and with this attitude you'll get far. Have a nice trip and remember your T will be there pretty soon after right? Where did you find such a good T? Write us and let us know more? Cannot wait to read another posting from you.