She is seriously not well,
She's delusional, and really nor herself, I know I shouldn't let what she's saying get to me.
That when she's better, we will be ok.
But I have that little voice that won't go away! Telling me she means it all, she hates you, she wants nothing to do with you.
I struggled all last night not to remove my finger, I HATE THAT FEELING!!
Any suicidal thoughts are quickly pushed aside when I think of my nephew, I couldn't do that to him, he's my partner in mischief.

I tried asking her why, she said the hospital won't allow her to talk to me.
Or she gets really angry.

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