Well I've had mental issues since childhood and seen psychologists and hated them, all through school I never fitted in and didn't trust anyone. Cue craziness in high school trying to fit in left me more alone finding comfort in drugs. Only time I saw doctors was for prescription drugs never for help dealing with issues. The one I did try talking to didn't seem very helpful and just prescribed Seroquel and it just got me more wasted along with other drugs I was taking (which I enjoyed at the time) I've been clean about 2 years now and I feel I need medication more than ever. A good and understanding psychiatrist would be a plus but I can't get over the feeling I'm being judged. I didn't need a shrink to tell me I had bipolar characteristics, I'd known that for years.