I wish you could print off what you just wrote and give it to your mother. I wish she could hear you and stop disregarding the most valuable thing in her life which is you. She is going to wake up one day and realize she missed out on something beautiful and she isn't going to ever be able to get it back. You deserve to be number one in her life. I am sorry you aren't getting that.
You are in my thoughts,
Carrie <font color="purple">