Last night was a bad night for me because I was in a bad place. Then Susie came along and lifted me up like she normally does. Having nobody to talk too, and I knew better but did it anyway, tried to talk about alters to my partner, but I was told that I kept dropping out of "character" and I'm trying to manipulate and that was b.s. because I was treating my partner like crap, what??? Amazing it always gets turned around leaving me hurt and rejected and abused. Then my partner turns my kid against me.

I got mad, slammed doors hoping that it would validate my hurt emotions and all I got was accusations and put downs.

I'm so alone with all this. -Lead Alter