Yesterday I went to get my hair cut. It's an indulgence, but I had been meaning to do it for a long time now, so I feel that it was money well spent. I just never had the energy to do it. I ended up cutting my hair short. So I feel pretty good about that. Now that I got my hair cut, my next goal for the week is to call my pdoc to schedule an appointment, and also to go to the optometrist to get new glasses.

I slept in very late today.. until 1pm, which I haven't done in a long time. I also woke with a headache and with the now usual back pain. My muscles feel very stiff when waking up these days. Some days are worse than others.

Today is my grandmother's birthday, but I don't feel like going. I always feel judged when going over to see my dad's side of the family. They don't know anything about depression and make me feel like I have to pretend to be happy the entire time I'm there. It's exhausting.