i feel so useless...... my b/f works hard everyday... to pay the bills and provide for us...... i have no money of my own to help out.. it sucks.. i cant hold a job... dont feel stable enough to look for a job right now.... i mean i clean the house cook, etc but just doesnt seem like enough..... i feel really bad he has to pay everything... i hopin i get that ssi becuase atleast he wouldnt have to pay everything himself.....