I have recently been commenting on posts on here about things that others have been going through. But in all that I have not really faced my own emotions. I am now feeling down and not really knowing why. I miss things that I have not experienced. Many of these things are making me very anxious and bothered. I am trying to make it through but I am failing to overcome this loneliness and fear. I am struggling to feel good right now. I don't even want to tell what happened this morning but I get this feeling that I am losing this battle. What should I do? What would you do? I really need some advice, I get on here and no one that I know is on. I try the chat rooms but they are empty except for conversations that I do not know anything about. I do not believe in joining a conversation without being invited. I try so hard to be happy but I just am not with things that are going on. I am confused about things and hurt by other things. I guess I just do not know how to feel or how to explain it. This just hits me at times and sometimes it is harder. I do not have friends other than on here and they are not on to chat but I would like some advice on what I could do to fill this empty feeling I have inside. ANy advice would be greatly appreciated thanks.
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