I don't understand why people keep on rejecting me in real life! I'll just start with the latest person. I met this lady at a meetup group. It's a movie meetup group. After months of going to the group, I finally got the nerve to invite her out one on one. We then exchanged numbers and she told me to text her. She was always nice to me, and we'd always sit together.

Well, we did hang out twice one on one. The last time we hung out, we went out to eat, and she told me that I was a kindred spirit as I would swear freely to where most people would censor themselves. She said that she's also shy and introverted although she doesn't seem like she is. She was always talking to the people in our group.

Anyways, she is going through a divorce, and I listened to her and asked her questions. I don't think that I talked about anything inappropriate, or that I talked about myself to much. She thought that I wasn't listening to her at one point as she asked me if she was talking to much. I said no, and that if I wasn't listening, then I wouldn't be asking her any questions. Perhaps she was put off by me not talking as much? She already knew that I'm shy! She could've asked me more about myself too, but she didn't.

So, I texted her yesterday and I got NO response from her. How rude! if she can't go, then she should just tell me that. I won't sit next to her at the next meetup unless she asks me to. I knew that she wanted to see this movie! So, WTH is up with her attitude towards me now? I'm really hurt by this!

I feel like such a loser. I might stop going to that group. I feel so sad and that there must be something wrong with me to constantly be rejected and the fact that I'm never approached first by anyone in real life. Even the organizers usually doesn't say hi to me usually, ugh! Also, my bff is doing the slow fade with me and she's been avoiding me for months for no apparent reason. What am I doing wrong? I can't think of a single thing!