I'm exhausted. That's a good thing. I helped my mom and step-dad pick out their wedding rings And the jewelers offered me a job That's the second time a store at the mall has offered me a job. We spent like 3 hrs at the mall and then went out to lunch. Then my step-dad fixed a few minor things on my car.

Being out with my family did help. It was difficult and tiring, but I got a break from my emotions.

I have to be awake at 4am today to talk to the crisis house counselor which I feel is important to do. Then tomorrow I get to see my counselor from the board and care I stayed at 13 years ago. Plus I have a whole slew of errands to do including getting my pillow from the post office.

I think a nap is well deserved now.