Very depressed. The weather's not helping. Around the middle of the day we had some clouds roll in and it rained. It has been chilly and rainy for much of the past couple weeks. I think, isn't it supposed to be spring? It bums me out because I want so badly to go outside and walk around and breathe in the fresh air. I've been pinned inside all winter, more specifically in one room of the house, my bedroom. I have isolated myself inside this room to the point where I have no one left, not even family. I want out. I need to get out. These lavender walls are smothering me. My parents and their fighting are smothering me. This whole environment is smothering me.