Tired tired tired. Tired of fighting the internal battle. While dealing with the sh** in my life right now. Trying to separate from my husband who's still in denial. I told him almost 3 months ago. Trying to keep it together, we have a 5year old boy. So, still living together we also run a business. Or I do at least. Been trying to get the info I need to cut the ties both personally and business. It's such a long process to even find the steps I need to take. Trying to do all this while still keeping on top of the business and running the household is just too damn much. I'm going to break soon. I have been a lot lately. My husband does things to continue to be a family like constantly inviting people over for dinner. Buys me flowers. He won't let me move on. Then he's angry and everything's always my fault. Patience is a virtue. Patience is so thin at times. I'm so weak inside but I'm strong at the same time. I don't want to be the strong one all the time. I can't handle it! I'm so tired. So drained.