Just wanted add that I'm doing alright here as well. The flood gate's now wide open, the torrent of emotions almost swept me away a few times. To say It's been a rollercoaster ride is an understatement. And guess what? I'm still standing here with this fire going, thinking of a candle light beautifully swaying in this invisible gravity and after reading your last post, Krzzy, the fire, it's the energy, the heat and the light, you can even smell it. If you put two together, they dance and if you are not careful, you burn all your **** down, heehee.

Thanks everyone for showing me the light. Whatever I think I have, I'm still just rolling with it and may need your help. Feeling grateful. Thanks again.