thanks for the article I will read it. But this is what frustrates me about mental issues. For any other disease you get support and caring for mental issues my experience is everyone leaves you which makes me angry so why, since I'm the one who has had unrelenting depression for over 2 years, am I once again the one whose supposed to heal everyone's wounded feelings. Thats part of my issue, that from childhood on no one has ever cared about me, I hoped by opening a dialogue and understanding that might change but not so - in fact it appears that my family has officially disintegrated at least where i'm concerned. I'm sure they will all get together and cluck their tongues at me though. I'm fed up, frankly, fed up with giving emotionally and geting nothing back. Now I'm angrier than ever which cements the disintegration of my family.

So I guess I'm supposed to apologize for my anger which is a symptom of my illness and I tried to explain but they were too busy to bother. No apology is owed me as usually, I am fed up to here with always being the feelings nursemaid.