Help
I cant stop eating what I am not suppose to be eating. I dont know if its my meds or my mind. I eat too much at meal times. It's like I am trying to fill this huge hole in my stomach. I need to walk or something, but my anxiety wont let me. I am afraid that something will happen to me if I do. Like have a heart attack and drop dead blocks away from my home. I have gained 27lbs from December to date. It's depressing me to the point I want to die even more. I have to do something. I'm in trouble. My clothes are starting not to fit. They once were too big and now too small. I wish I could convince my mind to stop but I can't. Every time I try to stop, I start off good then end up eating all that I see. Even sneaking and having a fast food meal before I get home and still I eat again. OMG, I am going to die from over eating. I'm killing myself with food. I am running out of time.