I feel like an internal sadness. I thought i threw my feelings away but maybe I didn't. I don't know how to express it. My chest feels like it's tightening up but my mind is blank. There are no thoughts. There really is nothing for me to say. I can't cry. I can't do anything. Maybe I'm overreacting. Maybe it's nothing. When I think I'm done being depressed it still lingers around even if I don't feel it. It's just really hard to describe. Maybe I'm feeling ok today; maybe I'm feeling depressed today. I can't tell. I feel nothing. Probably just numb.