Hi Daisydoll29. Love your username. Welcome to PC.

I have alot of the same thought distortions /delusions /paranoia (not sure how to classify them, sorry). It's helpful to read the posts here. Seeing that others are going through the same thing helps me feel better. This is the most I socializing I do. I'm not comfortable being around others.

Music-wise, it's something that helps me focus, for some reason. I always have my mp3 player plugged in when I'm driving. Usually, it's just me and my dog in the car. When I have others in the car, I cannot stand having the music cranked up.

I'm not trying to make you feel bad or anything, but tact isn't something I'm good at. Soooo..... When I first saw your thread title, I thought you were talking about Seasonal Affective Disorder. It took me a while to figure out what sza meant, but on this forum, we use sza to abbreviate schizoaffective d/o. Unless you did mean Seasonal Affective D/o. In which case, sorry.