My sign-on is mythorn because bipolar disorder is a permanent day to day, minute to minute reality for me. It's a biblical expression referring to an illness Paul was inflicted with that God would not remove from him. God said he would give him the Grace to manage the illness, but would not heal him of it. Thus, my sign-on! I am sure some people with Bipolar Disorder can identify with this. Anyway, I am joining this community to get support from people who know what Bipolar Disorder FEELS like. My loving family just doesn't get it...and I suppose that is because they cannot know what it feels like. I am also mourning the death of my son, which further complicates life for me right now. I am hoping to learn and share here with others who understand.