(((Scarlet)))
Your previous posts about your T were all very positive. I have no way of knowing of course, but my guess would be you idealized her. There may have been warning signs that you didn't see because you were a bit starry-eyed for her. But that's normal! And healthy! You are healing and you're supposed to be able to idealize your T like a child would a parent in order to heal. The whole mess is still your T's doing AFAICS.

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