This weekend I'm going on a city trip with a friend. This is suppose to be a fun thing for most people, but I'm really dreading it. 3 days with another person. 3 days of pretending to have fun and like everything is kind of alright.
This will cost so much energy for a depressed and non-social person like me. I should do more things with other people and go out of the house more often, that should be good for me. But it really gives me anxiety.
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