Dear T
I want to see. I'm feeling so low and sad and hopeless. I know you can't make it better, but I always feel better after seeing you. Unfortunately that feeling doesn't stay long.
Also, I want to see pdoc.

Dear pdoc
I don't think this medication is working. Can you please give me something that will make me feel better. I know it's hard to find the right medication that works for me, and this is only the second we try. But I want to feel better, even if it's just a little bit. I can't handle feeling like this much longer. I'm so tired.