As I type this, I can hear my neighbor rapping outside, he does that a lot.
As with any starving artist, having a legit source of income to get through the dry artistic spells is important. One of my old friends from high school teaches at an art center, to complement her passion.
I hear what your mom is saying about 'chasing', if you were to visit him. If he misses you half as much as he says, he'd find a way to come visit you.

I hear both a fear of missed opportunity if you let go, coupled by fear of what types of guys you could encounter if you do.

There's no rush for serious commitment anyhow. If someone wonderful were to come along, you sound free to move on, right?



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