Gaaaaaah. I have to open an email message that arrived this morning. I'm just really scared to read it. There is no good reason for that - at worst the sender will be mildly frustrated by the fact that I haven't responded to her email from a couple of weeks ago; I never opened that one because, again, I was scared (and had absolutely no reason to be, at that point!)

It's related to a workshop I'm giving in a few weeks' time. I haven't missed any deadlines or screwed up. Not really. I cann't understand why I can't just open the message.