I've been updated by a friend of ours who was visiting my girlfriend today.
She is still in a fantasy land,
In her head, she's with an ex, from many years back, and not with me.
That explains ALOT!!
Now, I know nothing is going on in the real world, the guy is engaged, and expecting a child.
And I know that they haven't talked in a very long time, her auntie put my mind at ease with that.
I know none of that sounds good, but I can tell you, it's MUCH better than what my brain was telling me.
How come, the part of your body that is supposed to be your allie, can turn into such an enemy??
Anyway, decided to just focus on me for awhile, she's safe.
I don't HAVE to worry about her.
Our friend is going to keep me updated, so I don't have to contact her, and take the abuse.
I should sleep well tonight (=))

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