When will I find my path?

When will I find a leader?

When will I know whats best?

When will the signs appear?

When will I know I'm in control?

When will this game end?

When will my life start?

When will I stop pretending?

When will the world love me?

When will I love the world....?

When can I love myself?

When will someone love me?

When will I understand my thoguhts?

When will others start to unravil them all?

When will I know I'm unique?

When will I stop thinking I am?

When will I stop running?

When will the hiding spots run out?

When will I breath as if it whre my last?

When will I stop to take a look?

When will I know how?

When will I become normal?

When will I know if there is a normal?

When will I know who's my friend?

When will they tell me?

When will I believe them?

When will my mind stop, to just sit and relax?

When will the world prove its my fault?

When will I know what I'm writing is about?

When will I.....

Dear god, forgive me, help me,.......just a little longer.....