hi navya
it may be that need for revenge that is keeping him in your mind and your dreams. finding a way to let go and move on would probably solve this issue for you. you could try writing a letter to him, not one you send, just one to get all those feeling out, that you ritually burn afterward, symbolic of letting go. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome