The changes I'm trying to make are so very slowly happening. I do have a lot on my plate for one person, and unfortunately that is what it is right now. Oh how I would love a vacation! I've talked to my dr about changing meds but she had her reasons not to. My T agreed on that. I keep trying to stay positive and look at where I'm headed opposed to letting myself fall into the depths of my depression. I'm so thankful for the rare friends I have that do understand. Thank you for your reply, it's nice to hear sound thoughts!