I lasted five days....
13 days off alcohol and fail
Five days without matches and shizizzle...
And today I have to go to the therapist's and explain why I wish I'd NEVER told him about the SI! It involves me not thinking he gets it. He may just lose it and throw me out leaving me in a HUGE black hole which might be enough to make me jump under a train....
I am VERY SCARED!!
Even Xanax isn't helping the fear!
FT
Last edited by FallingTears; Mar 30, 2015 at 09:45 PM.
Reason: Can't find the trigger warning!! Sorry!
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